Wednesday, January 5, 2011

A Nu Year

 Wanted to start my first blog this year with nu resolutions. I wanted start by saying things straight from the heart but i can't. I had details about my holiday. I had plans and tots to share I think it's about time i stop promising and start planning? Don't you? I have two reasons for waking up everyday: Hope and Faith in God. Now, I can honestly say that I might have lost that will and reason to go on.

Right from my childhood I've always had that belief(which is still there) that everything is gonna be okay. But now, I don't know anymore. I can say that if my exposures and experiences has done something, it has made me believe in myself. I have composure.

Waking up to a father who hasn't given neither love nor affection not to talk of money ever since i left high school, saying I haven't given him anything but achieved nothing is my bad idea of waking up.

I'm ending this blog by saying that no matter how tough a day is, no matter how bad the world or people may seem, even though i haven't see mine  yet,there's a light at the end of the tunnel. I just can't help but wait for that light it is all I have right now. The tunnel is just too cold and depressing.

P.S: I hope u enjoyed ur holiday!!